Inspo.

The reason that I decided to start a blog is to use it as a type of therapy, like a diary, somewhere to get all of my thoughts down. So, considering how "emo" my last post sounded, this is going to be a happy entry, starting with explaining who my inspirations are.
Firstly, this man.

 

Patrick Vaughn Stump.

He is one of the, if not the most talented in my opinion, musicians in the world. He has an incredible voice, he can play what seems to be every instrument ever & he is a really fucking nice person. So, if you don't know anything about him, he was the shy lead singer of Fall Out Boy who became depressed when they got mega-famous. Following the band going on hiatus in 2009 he disappeared from the face of the music world, only to return a while later after shedding 60 pounds (60 bloody pounds!!) and having the courage to write, produce and preform an entire solo album. I am so proud of everything that he's done, going from being so unsure of himself and taking a back seat as front man of a colossal band to an incredible solo artist is amazing.

My second inspiration;

Lindsey Way 

(had to sneak in a bit of her equally inspiring husband.)

She's an incredible artist who uses intricate paper designs, the bassist for a slightly controversial band as well as being a wife and mother. She battled her way in a music industry when fellow bands would be derogatory towards her and fellow band mate Kitty for being female, naturally she took none of it and gave them all a piece of her mind. She believes in doing what you want to do, not what you're told to do. Being 'famous' has led to her getting abuse such as being called 'fat', 'whore', 'slut' etc., despite this however she never gave in to the pressure of losing weight just because people were using it to insult her with. No, with her gorgeous hourglass figure and super sexy thighs (a personal favorite), she is exactly what every woman should be.

Anyway, they're my main two specific weight loss inspirations, but general inspirations mainly include bands; mainly Panic! at The Disco, My Chemical Romance and Fall Out Boy, simply for how amazing they all are as people.

On another note I am off school today because, 1.) I didn't sleep until 3am. 2.) I slept in. & 3.) I keep having sickening stomach cramps. I always worry that I'm not in school enough, but sometimes it's just so hard to go, not even physically, but mentally. Sometimes people just need some time off and, especially due to horrible teenage hormones, it would be nice if schools appreciated that not everyone has the same level of mental stability.

I need to eat an apple in 20 minutes.