Okay, so I am attempting a change my eating plans (for like the 8th time. The one before now was more or less the same as Slimming World, which is really hard to stick to when out and about as all the 'free' foods (lean meat, pasta, boiled rice...) has to be cooked and takes a while when I'm busy, so I was having a ridiculous amount of fruit and yogurt.
So now I'm still writing down everything I eat (don't think I can stop to be honest), but I'm trying not to stress about calories too much. For example, today I ate some Chinese food, however thanks to my new spiffy cycle machine I worked the calories off after 2 hours. The only reason I can think of me not losing very much weight is that I have been so stressed and that is somehow affecting it. Oh well.
In other news Christmas is going to be the most depressing day ever, what's even worse is that the only carer that my grandparents could get for Christmas day is obnoxious and will be sitting with us at the table. Joy.
I'm good, I suppose. I just wish I could stop stressing about everything (and that I didn't have any reasons to stress), I'm just so scared that I won't even pass my A levels since I did horrifically badly in my English Lit mock and I have January Geography and Biology exams. eeep. The series finale of American Horror Story was epic though, really surprising twist but amazing, I definitely wasn't expecting Ben to die but w/e.
Anyway, hopefully everything will work out. If all else fails I'll go to college and die.
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